“But why?”

Part of me says, push harder the other says, you’re doing great, it’s better to be sure or else what will it all be for? There is no rush just as there is no reason to wait.

Ok so wait;I gave the Universe a big request, only to hear its reply, “but why?”

That could be a lie; so maybe it was you to question, not the Universe. The question that lingers the back of my mind.

“But why?”

Is this request just for acceptance? Will it really lead to happiness? Or is it just another “I told you so”— a chip to add to your ego that proves its patten?

I mean you’ve asked for many things and when the Universe brings- it loses value. So what’s happened?

I need to know before you’re granted;will this be just like one of those times leaving one hopeless from the romantic? Tell me because I need to know. I’m losing my mind.

My mind, replaying these scenarios in my head as if that’s what you said, yet the only words that were read, “but why?”

I sit within my thoughts holding my head to the sky, rummaging ;eyes closed knee deep within.

As I open up to the dawning that keeps me right here at this moment again,

here is where my start of life will really begin, and then

all that I ask in a nutshell is to be able to provide, for the family that I create, to live and love deeply inside

The answer brought out a smile I could not hide & As I open my eyes to my reply—

to say less, I’m impressed. For once it’s about what I want, and not what’s good for my ego’s distress.

—-But’s reply